gaarasbestbuddy0

Watch me please~

As soon as I come up with an amazing, dark and mysterious username, I will make a new account and lurk on there for eternity Although I'll probably visit this account too, it'll basically be forgotten.. I'll leave all my work and everything on here, I won't deactivate, I just won't be on this account anymore.. I STILL NEED A FREAKIN USERNAME THOUGH!! It frustrates me cuz there are so many to choose from! My ideas so far are vast... Here are some I came up with..

HeroForeverFallen15

FallenGreyUmbra15

Shadowapprentice15

MastersBleedingPet15

CrumblingReality15

The list goes on...


~~~Edit~~~

I've chosen a username, I don't know how long it'll last, and honestly right now I could care less

It is FallenGreyShadow15 I guess it kinda represents that I'm like a softer big brother, personality wise, I'm a little more laid back then he is.. Which is why it's grey not like black. Fallen I guess means that I'm, well, sad like 80% of the time and I'm not as "heroic" "neutral" like he is, I'm more on the bad side, sort of like a fallen angel I guess And Shadow, that explains itself doesn't it?

I'll post back when I made the account and I'll post the link to it here on this journal (or a new one)

I'm not exactly sure yet.. I may just leave this account up for my old work and move on to a brand new start and stuff on a newer account... But first, I gotta think of a really awesome, dark name.. I was thinking shadowapprentice15 or darkapprentice15

So now people are coming to our house Saturday to check out our house. It's a few realtors and possible buyers. Our property and our HOUSE has been on the market or something, but we have nowhere to go! This place holds so many memories that are dear to me and my family, I can't just leave it..

So my parents are freaking out cuz everything has to be SUPER CLEAN. Thing is, I keep everything generally neat anyways, but no, it has to be like nearly SPOTLESS! Sometimes I can't stand it..

I've been crying over this since the day I was told our house was on the market, it just.. upsets me so much... Honestly, I'M SCARED. This was my grandmas house so when we moved here it wasn't that big a deal, and I hated the other school I was in anyway. But know I actually have some pretty damn good reasons to STAY!

I just.. I can't handle the fact that one day someone's gonna buy this house and my childhood is gonna be.. gone... Everything I care about and everything will just disappear or something equally as terrible!

Sorry for the rant, I just needed to vent. Hopefully all these troubling emotions will inspire some new poetry...

~Emotionally torn~
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Not gonna say names but.. HOW COULD SOMEONE THINK SILVER THE HEDGEHOG IS DEMONIC?!?! Just because someone has telekinesis or special powers, doesn't mean they're "demonic" or "satanic" in ANY way unless they're using their powers for EVIL! Silver is a very justful Hedgehog, he's a HERO for gods'(plural) sake! I mean, Shadow has powers, Sonic has powers, but are they evil? NO! Not necessarily! In no way am I trying to be offending or judgmental but that just p**sed me right off.. Some people.. I mean come on guys, that's just.. Just plain RIDICULOUS! It's.. gods I can't even think of a good, proper word for it.. I mean I respect others opinions but to me that's just... UGH!